I think...this is...goodbye

well blogging always used to help me let my emotions out...so lets try it and see if it helps....

I cant do this anymore, i told myself i would stop, this summer would be carefree and no guys were gonna get in the way of anything, i told myself that i wasnt gonna fall for any guys bullshit..but here i am blogging about how i fell for your bullshit..dumbass me...anyways let me just get straight to it, i like you ok, fuck after everything you did, i still like you, but this is where it has to stop, im not going to think about you, im not going to text you, ahaha im gonna stop wishing on 11:11 (by the way it never works ahaha) i thought you were different...and your not. i mean yea they told me you know how to treat a girl and how you and your last girlfriend were so in love and blah blah blah but i guess..you just liked me for a different reason..the reason that all guys like me...but not anymore...its gotta stop..i dont want to waste my days hoping that youll text me its just over...thanks for bullshitting me...uhm well this is goodbye

write more when there is more
peace

btw...it helped...alot