R.I.P

it finally sunk in...hes gone forever
ill never see him again
all i have left are the memories that he left behind
the ones that will never leave my mind
This ones for you Tio Max:
thanks for everything youve ever done for my mom and I
you were such a great uncle, i remenber you bought me lion king when my mom wouldnt
you took me to school in the morning when my mom didnt wanna wake up early
yo bought me the ciara cd because she was my favorite singer
you were always straight up you never needed to lie to impress other people
you were real, you told it how it was, and you were just an amazing person
i wish you didnt have to leave us
i wish your time wasnt now
throughout these past couple of days everyone has just been telling me that your in a better place, and that you dont feel anymore pain and that everyones time has to come and yours just came now
but to tell you the truth im kind of jealous of you
you get to leave this world, its bitterness, its fighting, the struggle for survival instead
you get to be up there happy and with andres
say hi to him for me
i reallly miss him
he was an amazing cousin
i hope you really are in a better place
with grandma, and grandpa, with tia mirrian and of course andres
we miss you so much though
and i cant wait to see you one day when my time comes
i love you and like my best friend said
im going to be down here, living my life the best possible way
to honor you and the time you spent here with us
thanks for everything youve done for us
your an amazing person, brother, uncle, dad just everything
we'll never forget you and your accomplishments, and i thank god that i got to meet you before you left
i love you