I wanna know the truth instead of wonderting why

yesterday was an ok day
i guess
soccer was ehhh
scrimmage was horrible
hahahah correction i was horrible
OMFG
i went into the gym after practice
and the stupid guy from kiis took a horrible picture of me
and its online im gonna shoot him if i see him again i swear
to all of you guys who think im photogenic youll change your mind after you see the picture
so freaking embarrasing hahaha
uhm lets see
oh yea ok so im grounded
just this weekend
GAY
everyone has something to do this weekend except me
yea
im never ditching again
and to all of you who want to
DONT
so not worth it
hmmm what else to talk about?
OH YEA
congrats francesca and eric [:
and you to karina and tyler
so many couples ahh
i feel so alone
hahaha
lets see what else..oh yea
ok so i just noticed something
and its not cool at all
your turning into her
exactly
hahahahaha
i woulnt be suprised if you turned into a whore to [:
uhm that feeling that i keep talking about
yea
only going one way
hahaha like always
didnt i tell u this would happen
it would end up the way it always does
me feeling like a complete and total idiot
omfg dude
im dreading formal
hahaha
i dont want to hear about people asking other people
and that certain someone rubbing it in how she gets to go shopping for a dress
I DONT CARE
hahaha
just cause she has all the guys waiting in line to go out with her :p
but in a way im kind of excited
i wanna see who ends up going with who
i have some predictions though
im wondering if they will come true
probably im usually right about this type of stuff [:
the night of formal i have a feeling im gonna be at home eating ice cream and watching scary movies
yes scary not love
well thats all
i have nothing else to say
ill write more when there is more
peace
[:

Im a player that is true but ill change the game for you [:

wow havent written a blog in forever
well here i am
hello world (or everyone who is reading this)
well lets see
i miss my mommy
shes been gone for a whole week
but she comes back tonight
YAY [:
well this past 2 weeks have been crazy
hahahahaa
lots of crying
lots and lots of crying
but good stuff to
theres this one person whos awesome, i love her
JESSICA DIAZ <3
jessica, ur amazing
hahaha
uhm lets see
hahhaa ditching = NEVER AGAIN
alis house was mucho fun
thanks for putting up with me for a whole week
your a brave person [:
love you ali
hell week is comming up :o
i dont like it
stupid hogan
stupid choir
WHOO JV
hahaha
i know i suck
ill get better
(hopefully)
today was a good day
2 people know why
hehehehehe
it feels good getting this feeling again
now only if it went both ways
well yea
hmm what else
oh yea i made up my mind and no one can change it
i will not go to formal without a date
sorry dipali i made up my mind
i still love you though best friend [:
well thats all for now
tomorrow will hopefully be a good day
hopefully
[[:
peace out [: