Tuesday, October 28, 2008

ok

last post of the night i promise
hahaha



super cute
i love clips like these <3
favorite part of favorite disney movie numero uno [:



favorite part of favorite disney movie numero dos [:


i wish

you would look at me the way you looked at her
i wish you would actually talk to me
i wish you would say nice things about me
i wish you could be able to talk to me the way you talk to her
i wish you would wait for me at the end of class
i wish you would walk me to my classes
i wish you wouldnt ignore me
i wish you would just...get to know me

Sunday, October 26, 2008

i knew it wouldnt last

i was so fucking proud of you
u were changing your life around
your a fucking idiot
"it was just one fucking night leave me alone"
one fucking night you go out get drunk and get in a fucking accident
you dumbshit
you could have killed urself
u could have killled someone else
someone with a family waiting for them at home
once a fucking drunk always a drunk

how does it feel knowing you were my hero
empahsis on the were
i wanted to be just like you
now i know your nothing but a fucking drunk
i looked up to you
i thought you were strong and that if you could get through it i could to
well congragulations you proved me wrong

Saturday, October 25, 2008

Tengo un Amor <3

ok so theres this song called tengo un amor by toby love and its the cutest song in the world
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GcaonkLAUYY
so theres the link so you can see the music video
stupid user blocked the thingy so yea i can only give you the link
ok so since the song is in spanish
im gonna translate it for all u non spanish speakers
its super cute
youll love it if you like those mushy love songs [[;

I Have a Love

I know that things are far from perfect please dont walk away
give me a minute listen to what i have to say
i always put you number one in my life Never thought we'd say goodbye

My love, I miss you I feel you so distant,living without you kills me of pain I'm nothing without you, no I feel your hands caressing my skin I search for you, and I can't find you, my love I live missing you.

I have a love that only feeds from your voice it doesn't wish, anymore, to talk to my heart and it lives grieving your good-bye

i have a love that lives in every space within me that takes over my passion and carries me, flying to you.

You are my heaven you are my light you are my awakening I surrender everything to you, without regrets

cause its all about you and your future with me, girl. Its simple to see that this was destined to be

Embrace me Time is short and running Distance doesn't exist in my love I'll be yours throughout eternity

Loving you kissing you, you kissing me I swear I feel you I want to to die and love you again.

You know that I feel this love that only feeds from your voice it doesn't wish, anymore, to talk to my heart and it lives grieving your good-bye.

I have a love that lives in every space within me that takes over my passion and carries me, flying to you.

How to ask my heart to leave you?I feel your caresses;whenever you're not with me I close my eyes and see you I took shelter in your memories and as time goes by I'm afraid to lose them My heart is grieving since the day you left(couldn't understand this line, sorry)'when it's actually very sadI want to know if I'll really be able to love again I want to know if I'll always live to remember you.

i have a love that only feeds from your voice it doesn't wish, anymore, to talk to my heart and it lives, grieving your good-bye.

I have a love that lives in every space within methat takes over my passion and carries me, flying to you.




p.s theres a part in the music video thats like only music and some words (its like at the end)
in the originial song it says some other stuff so i translated the one from the original song cause its just super cute
if you saw the music video youll get what im talkin about

Saturday, October 18, 2008

easier.....i think not

high school so far has been uhm crazy

idk things are changing well theve been changing throughout the years but this its different

when i ask people that graduated already what they liked most about oxford all of them said that they liked how everyone was a family

i dont feel that with our class i really dont

we were closer in 7th grade then....stuff happened

there was backstabbing, love, lies, and other things that got in the way of friendships

and over the summer i honestly thought everything was going to ger easier because we would be in high school and people would be more mature...man was i wrong

things have just been going all down hill we're not a family

familys dont hurt eachother on purpose

families dont bag on eachother

i know you guys who are reading this are like "angie your such a hypocrite" and its true i know it thats why im stopping

we're supposed to be a family guys lets act like it

forgive and forget right?

wanna know something else?

im jealous

exteremly jealous actually

of the other classes....they look and act like a family

yea i bet they've all had their ups and down but they've gotten through it

from the looks of it we're gonna go through the ups and not enjoy them because we're to busy worrying about the downs...get me?

we need to get our priorities straight

whats more important girls
a boy
or a best friend

whats more important guys
a girl
or a best friend

lets think about this for a minute

if you choose the boy or girl...then who are you going to go to when you break up
and dont tell me..."how do you know we're gonna break up" because chances are you will

im sorry but if you think your gonna marry the person your going out with right now you need to get a reality check it almost never happens (only for those special couples that know how to treat eachother right and thats no one in this grade trust me)

ok anyways back to what i was saying when you and your boy/girlfriend break up then who will you go to when you need help, when you need reassurence, when you just need someone

think about it guys

we're not gonna get anywhere if we dont shape up if we decide whats more important if we can all just seriously get along

we need to stop pointing out eacothers differences and imperfections and accept everyone for who they are

yea that sounds really cliche but its true many of the people in our grade have their self esteem lowered everytime a mean remark is said about them and it just its just not how a freaking family is supposed to be

we need to check ourselves....