What is love....Baby dont hurt me [:

L.O.V.E weve all used this word either when speaking to a relative, a friend, or a boy/girl friend. but when you say it to a boyfriend or girlfriend or someone that uve fallen hard for how do you know its love? i mean people say that its when you just know inside your heart you want to be with this person forever and ever and spend all your time with them. but i think its so much more than that. what i think love means is well...yes the feeling that you want to spend forever with that special someone but shouldnt it be more like how never ever would it cross your mind to hurt this person, and i mean if you do hurt them or cheat on them or whatever it proves that you dont love them becuase if you loved someone you wouldnt want to see them cry or be sad or mad all you would want for that person is happiness but if you hurt them by cheating or doing/saying something that you know would deeply hurt that person then you obviously dont love them and well when your in love with someone arent you supposed to smile when u think of them or hear there name not be all depressed cause they arent with you..i mean yea its ok to be sad cause they arent there with you but i mean your still supposed to be happy right cause you love them and you know that you wouldnt want that other person to be sad just cause you cant see eachother and you know that the other person would never ever do anything to hurt you and then you think of all teh good times youve had together and your just happy again...get me? idk maybe that was a little confusing but it made sense to me ahahaha...ok anyways back to what i was saying when you love someone i think your supposed to think about them all teh time correct? but like the good kind..yes there are 2 kinds theres the bad one thats like oh crap what are they doing are they talking to other girls/guys are they cheating on me and all taht other stuff see i dont think thats love if you have to worry about that kind of stuff.....ok anyways theres also the good kind of always thinking about that person like where you think about them and you hope their happy and you wonder if their having a good time and you dont care who there talking to cause you know for a fact that, that one person would never hurt you. and doesnt being in love also make you want to be the very best person you can be for that other person and prove to them that you can be a good boy/girl friend and not go around flirting with everyone you see or kissing other people just cuase there dares....idk ive never been in love but this is how i would want to feel....get me?....idk maybe im not making any sense but idk i just go around and i see people crying and being all sad and depressed and then the next day their like but i still love them blah blah blah i mean if a boy/girl friend would even dream of hurting you then they dont love you....get me? ahh idk i should stop cuase im pretty sure im not making any sense but idk just things on my mind

Dipali Patel <3

Dipali Patel my sister/my shoulder to cry on/my support/my hero/my advice giver/my best friend/my better half. i honestly have no idea what i would do without her. she has been there for me through so much and i cannot find the words to explain the gratitude i feel towards her but well im going to try. wow well we met a long ass time ago in like what 5th grade or 6th grade idk one of those ahahaha we met at th library....back when we actually had time to go to the library well anyways our wonderful friendship started there at one of the little kids tables and well we instantly CLICKED..idk we just kept talking and running into eachother there and then we found out that we were both gonna be going to oxford man oh man what a suprise we were like incredibly excited you have no idea ahahahaha well anyways our i guess you could say "adventures" started in 7th grade drama drama and more DRAMA but idk we werent really like close close close but i mean we were close and then like things happened and idk BOOM we were like insprable dont ask me how it happend cause i honeslty dont know ahahaha well anyways we talked about stuff and our guy problems and just like other drama and stuff and maybe thats how we got close well then 7th grade OMG I JUST REMEBERD we got close cuase of swasty yea thats it like we were friends and all but her and swasty were like how we are now and i was pretty close friends with swasty to so yea omg ok cool i feel better now ok ANYWAYS dip and i we always went to the bpm its pretty cool place and we just went to hang and talk and you know stuff like that well yea so then we started getting closer and closer and closer and by the end of 7th grade we were tiight [: so then 8th grade started and if it wasnt for her i swear i never would have made it through this year man shes been there for me through EVERYTHING with all my stupid drama and all the crazy shit i got myself into and all of my little crushes....man stupid guys...ok anyways she was always there backing me up 10000000000 percent and man i appreciate it so much no matter what happened she was there backing me up even if i was wrong she would tell me that i was wrong and i would accept it because it came from her and i know she wouldnt say anything to me just to start shit AHHH i cant get over everything shes done for me shes amazing man and i remeber one time ahahahaha we went to the buena park mall and we pigged OUT ahahahahaha i swear we ate like 3087654323456789876543 calories that day we were eating our troubles away man good times good times i love how i can tell her anything and she wont judge me i love how she understands things im going through ahahah i love how shes always like "i really dont know what your going through cause ive never been through it but im here ok" she at least makes an effort to understand i love that about her shes so understanding no matter what ahahahahahaha we always have the best times together to no matter what no matter where we always laugh and we also always have like a gazillion inside jokes by the day is over ahahahahaha we also have our bucket list with 117 things to do before we die and it took us a whole day at knotts to do it ahahahahahahahahaha man that things on that list lets just say we are going to have a very interesting life ahahaha man oh man. ok so anyways dipali shes seen me at my best and worst shes been there for me through the thick and thin and we have had our fair share of fights i mean they arent that bad but their still fights and they are all my fault (im sorry dip ]:) but we always get out of our fights stronger and knowing so much more about eachother and our friendship and ahahaha i think how after a fight things dont get awkward they get stronger....get me? oh and she always puts up with my major cases of pmsing man when i pms i pms again sorry dip its kind of sad i start getting mad over stupid things and then idk i say stuff and then idk but in the end she always ends up right there beside me shes a pretty amazing friend huh? ahahahahahahahaha we also go man shopping...we have run into some pretty HOT guys ahahahahaha very hot as a matter of fact [[: yup we love guys love love LOVE them cause well their just so hot ahaha ok getting off topic here...well weve been through pretty much the same thing with friends and parents and stuff like that like we get eachother..and like we have one of those friendships were we dont have to be together every second of the day to know everything about eachother...get me? ahahaha she loves taking pictures shes a camera whore [: its ok though becuase the camera ADORES her cause shes one HOT mama ahahah and she always has the funniest pick up lines so random to. we love taking pics at knotts in the photo booth except unlike normal people we plan the pic out so it comes out good. ahaha thats how we roll.. oh and we also have matching outfits pretty cool huh [[: sometimes we spend hours talking bout life and boys and parents and friends just hours getting things off of our chests and those convos are helpful cause i can tell her things that i can only really tell her its pretty cool....oh and we also have 2 other best friends ali and christa we have meetings to get things off our chests its really awesome but well her and i we have those meeting like almost everyday yea well shes also one of my heroes i look up to her shes my inspiration shes so strong and she comes out of her problems like a person always should...stronger and wiser she learns from her mistakes and shows me what a true friend is supposed to be like i love her advice cause its advice i can trust and shes just so strong and smart and pretty and one of the best friends i could ever have shes totally nice and sweet and amazingly awesome and no joke when i cry she crys when she crys i cry it makes us stronger <3>